02 July 2008



After a fragrant shower and a pleasant preparation i brought a good fame of mind step out of my house. Where as my mum, she was quite angry with me because she was waiting for me all the while. ( she was not feeling well for days)
We were just having cold wars 3 of us, my grandma, mum and me were seperated in the train. I felt so dizzy when i'm standing in the crowd and i knew i need a drink, i'm so thirsty . However, i've got a quater of drink when i woke up but it just doesn't help to cure my thirst.
As fast as i reached town, i walked so quickly to takashimaya and bought green apple juice. while waiting for the drink i couldn't stand still i can feel all my surrounding was moving in a circular.
After gulping 3 quater of the juice it just doesn't help much. i might just miss something.
At times, my mind could have been running in a melody and the noisy-ness just like, childrens playing about in the toy'a'tus.
I went down to auntie anne's and bought caramel almond it was delicious, i might not able to finish all however,half.
Meeting my mum and found out her reason being to bring me out was to help her take something and home sweet home. As being so naive i had just thought she had just purely bring me out for a shop or something. For this, from the journey to home i just kept slient . No matter how hard they talked to me i just can't open my mouth. i'm too angry or tempered to talk to them i might just too afraid to start a quarrel. Thus, without doubting i just keep my mouth shut until i feel comfort to talk.
[even though i knew it was not her fault as the things belong to everyone and i didn't take any of them too and had no reason to treat her in this manner]
They was afraid that i might used much energy and faint. But i just feel disappointed in her and not reconciled. Past.
Drowsiness. signing off

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