i could have do something silly..
i wont do that but things just happing to let me think of..
but it purely..
now and then i just drop my tears easily..
i always think i'm a brave & staunch girl..
but this doesn't seem so true now..
i've drop my tears too easily that i had just look down on myself ..
i hate myself, my characteristic, my everthing..
my heart was bleeding unceasingly..
i feel so terrible and miserable..
my sight was only black and white..
i'm so depressed..
maybe..
crying can make me feel better but..
this make me more hated in myelf and distrusted things were still needed to face..
so how can i face the truth and reality..
please please please
the sorrow sight. of her..
liquor everyday