Sometimes what i want was just a family support/encouragement..

However.. By carrying this tiny desire was just so negatively..

As my family there are great to be my stepping stones. But they had never give me any chances and to support my decision but to bring on my depressant. This was just so bad that i felt regretted to be born. i'm not being pessimist, emotional or whatever shit. I'm just feeling worse that ever since they had once supported my decisions. They are my family thus they've mean so much to me and you will never know how much they can make a great extends to me. However, now and then this made me feels, ''like a loser'' ; I had never started on a battle but i had already lose it. Can someone stands on my shoe and understands me? I'm just so depressed that my little desire had been dead and buried. It doesn't matter of the ending its the process that counts. Even if i lose the battle it does not matter at least i know i have tried and i will never regret it.

But, now that left was just hopeless...

♥ The Lit Of Love
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