loves friday

23 April 2010

Finally, one week of school have been past. Schooling is tough. Although i know the theory that schooling is a better choice than working but its seem to have alot more to do. Projects, and many assignment have been distributed. And now finally, i have done for one of my group assignment. I've been dragged for the lost of sleep, staying back these day, just to afraid of being a burden to my members. You know, they are great as in order to get into my course you have to get 18 or less credit. And base on what i know they get the grade of 9 to 14.. credit. me? nothing. Sad sia! Haha !
School work have a few more to go..
Polytechnic studies was hard, only for me. There is a module simplest one that's related to physic where you have to calculate voltage, current, etc. small kid uh? But I'm suck at it for all my secondary subject, i really am. That's where I'm ended up in ITE however proceeded. It have been 2 year since i have touched my calculator and therefore my calculator is not in used. Thus, i have bought a new one and for my lost of memory i did not know how to use it. Lecturer have been distributed worksheet to us. It is all about calculation, my brain and understanding proceed slow. So it's hard for me and its took me a long time to finish. I'm glad that my classmate is willing to help me. After, everyone have done and other classes had left. Left myself who is still doing.. More than half of my classmate have been waiting for me, my friend beside me is patiently teaching me. I could sensed my sense of guilt and tense. I did not bother to understand it or so, on that point i was telling myself to hurry up and people is waiting ''for you'' therefore with no understanding i did everything that my friend had told.
That day told myself that i had learnt my lesson for not studying well in the past and was regretted and now i'm suffering i serve myself right. Although it not late but it will be tough and competitive, i might not be able to succeed .. idk
Is that we call life? Signing off

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