I love my life

2011-05-14T16:05:00.001+08:00

IT ALL YOUR FAULT !!!!!!!!!!!! FK SIA ! DAMN PISSS OFFFFFF !!!! ARGHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-05-07T03:40:00.000+08:00

please tell me that am fine. :// cry.

2011-04-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

Some secret are mend to stay with you forever.

2011-04-25T16:44:00.001+08:00

Each time when i move a step to know you better, i will only get more agony.

2011-04-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

I don't like you and have no feeling for you but why can't i keep myself from thinking of you? Imy.

2011-03-22T23:27:00.002+08:00

虽然沒什么但我的心却好像被朿到一样非常的疼痛, 有悲伤感觉. 好痛. 是我的心在滴血吗?

2011-02-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

When can i get started? where is my study mood?

2011-02-10T22:03:00.009+08:00

It was raining heavily in this evening, I felt so happy and peaceful. When i was in the train, i looked out the window and droplets of water appear on the glass.
A simple picture like this make me feels so peace and wonderful.
However, part of the reason why I like rainy day was because when it was raining heavily my mom or my brother will come and fetch me at the station.
Especially when they helped me to carry my school bag, I felt that I was back to the olden days where my mom would waited for me outside my school gate and smile whenever she sees me.
The picture of her standing with an umbrella holding on her hands and her beautiful smile can never be fading in my precious memory. I felt that I was once again a pampered daughter.
I love my mom.

Basically, I was very emotional today;
There is happiness, laughter, sad and even cries.

Lastly,

it was nice to hear you praising me.
I felt like as if I have taken a happy pill.
Smile.

I believe life isn't easy but I’m trying to live well and bring happiness to my surrounding.

Loves,

Rachell

2011-02-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

It hurts.

Cry

2011-02-06T14:56:00.003+08:00

Why mia ? called you, no ans. msg you, no reply.

What should i do?

2011-01-30T21:43:00.001+08:00

Alas.

2010-12-19T17:46:00.006+08:00

In the past, i don't usually say please/ sorry easily but now and then i had used them frequently..

Even when i'm not wrong..

2010-11-10T09:15:00.001+08:00

The precious and happiest past time is when you are still a child.

2010-11-02T19:20:00.003+08:00

This is just not me.
This is not what i want and is not my life.

2010-10-31T20:35:00.005+08:00

Thing had turned out unexpectedly. it's wasn't easy for me these day.. it hurts. I'm concerned but what to do ? I just can't make myself to step forward.. Its really hard for me.. and i don't know if i'm right. please tell me what to do.. i hate...

2010-10-24T00:34:00.002+08:00

Tis more noble to forgive, and more manly to despise, than to revenge an Injury.

2010-10-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

PS: I MISS YOU

2010-09-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

Outing everyday, late night everyday! hmph!

2010-09-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

PS: HATE TO GO OUT AT NIGHT.

2010-09-17T08:47:00.000+08:00

OMG ! i can't accept the facts its HOLIDAYS ! HAHA!!

No more exams ! No more late night! No more stress! hahahha!

Yesterday, after my exam i've when to town to meet my mom and grandma for shopping!

My mom had bought me golf clubs, a kipling backpack and i've bought a kipling sling bag for my mom (as an exchange present?). sweet? Ha! JK~ i have saw this kipling wallet so nice!! but i did not buy.. hmph. ;(

After that when to starbuck and bought their new ice bended coffee i dont rem the name but its very nice! Lastly cabbed home! :D

Today's breakfast - Pancakes

YUMMY! :p

2010-09-12T01:37:00.003+08:00

A 3 days is like 3 years

i miss you, baby.

2010-09-06T14:04:00.001+08:00

Simply make me smile.

PS: I love you

2010-09-05T22:38:00.002+08:00

HURRAY ! I GOT MY TX5 ! HAHA ! I LOVE MY MOM !! SHE'S THE BEST !! :DDDD

2010-08-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

I want sony cybershot tx5!! My birthday is coming ! anyone getting it for me ? :))

2010-08-23T01:41:00.003+08:00

Today meeting 3 dearly for lunch and movie-ing ! so fun !!

Shall meet up soon !! <3

I'm yet to study ! ><

&& Cough like hell. going to die alrdy~ haha!

2010-08-13T10:43:00.003+08:00

what the hell was happening to the climax?
i am having fever.. stupid health. fk my life.

2010-08-12T20:03:00.011+08:00

I'm contradictory. Ever since i met you everything had just fall back from my past. I wanna hold you, i wanna give you everything that you want.. But i can't. i knew, i knew everything.. Dearly it'd been 6 year but I'm still.. Uncertain. i know, we can never give everything that what we both wanted from each other.

But i wanted you to know, you'll never be forgotten and that's true. If ever, i had the chance to be with you again, i will never will because i do want to take the risk to lose you once again. You are more than what I've thought and i just simply wanted to be or stay as the someone that you would like share your thoughts and every emotions with and only with that I'll have had no fear that i will ever lose you once again..

PS: i was in love with you and i still am.

I knew you'll never know/read my blog and that where i have the courage to let everything out.

& if ever my readers were came across.

Could you'll please don't ask anything from me?

No matter who you are?
With that I'll be appreciated.

2010-07-23T23:07:00.003+08:00

Today's exam went well.. After my exam i brought my laptop for service and headed down to vivo city. While waiting for ZG for golf practice later, i shopped around and took my lunch @ the toastbox and i think their laksa was nice :)
My golfing skill had been improved which was what i'm alway passionated of but it wasn't good so i have to keep going.
The next morning, we are having our training and i'm looking forward to it. Hopefully i can hit my goal.
My grandma is going for an trip to taiwan (she is saying with me) Thus i have to do all the housework. (Because my mom is not in s'pore thus she had to take over the housework and i have to) Sigh. Anyway i have my plan during the weekend so i do not know how am i going to so many things in a day. tsktsk

PS : Poly life wasn't good.

2010-07-20T00:13:00.004+08:00

After a long day, i am exhausted. Finally, i have done my research for tomorrow ideas group discussion. Yawns.

Afternoon, i had received a text from my mom that she will be going for an oversea trip for a few days.. It was so sudden but hopefully i could wake up in the morning without my mom morning call. Gosh. my eyes is half closing, i've to hurry pack my stuff and turn in. So good night, my dearest. BYE ~

2010-07-18T23:39:00.001+08:00

Yes! I'm getting a new phone! :D

2010-07-18T13:12:00.001+08:00

I hate schooling, my problematic laptop and phone.

2010-07-16T13:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah ! I've defeated on studying excel == (As always~) BUT ! Im watching Down With Love ! OMG ! I've left with one ep !! Jerry Yan Damn handsome lahhhhhhh~~~~~~ !!! ><
Chao ~ home :DDD
loves ~

2010-07-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

不要在想了! 想来想去结果还是一样..

2010-07-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

I don't feel like doing anything

2010-07-09T13:14:00.001+08:00

My mom is sick today...

Later, i'll be bringing her to visit the doctor.

:((

2010-06-03T17:51:00.000+08:00

PS: Miss brother and the time we all had shared.

2010-05-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

Exam is coming in a week however! I have not prepared! haha !There are so many competitors! DDD: ! haha! Well! Then I still hoped I did well! I'm not gonna to disappoint my mom ! :DDD Study hard ! JY !!!

2010-05-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today was the most terrible thing i ever did. i was applying my CDC/CCC bursary. Thus i went to the photocopy some of my document with my friends. And here it goes my friend saw my parent divorced document and she asked if she mind reading it. My mind told that I MIND but my heart said i don't mind, go ahead. and so i lent her. And once i had, i regretted. after reading what she read i felt so upset. and i hatred myself for being so stupid to lend this confidential family background info to someone. sigh. i really hatred myself to be so coward into rejecting people. I'm so stupid. i always have this mindset that if rejected people they will get hurt i did not what see that so resisted myself and let them go ahead. But after it seems so stupid. And i have to learn from it but I always can't, can't get through this... after thinking through i felt so much sorry when i faced my mom and i do not have the guts to tell her what i had just did. in another way i had terribly betrayed her . i really feel like stabbing a knife into my heart. after all i have done and i have noone but to blame myself however, i still have that guts to blame on my friend. SIGH ! i hatred myself so much.

Sorry for my poor english, i had no mood to make changes.

2010-05-18T00:17:00.003+08:00

hurray !! I passed my TP ! haha!

2010-05-07T23:30:00.004+08:00

Slowly as time goes by, i had started to get use to my poly life. Although the assignments and projects will never come to an end however, i had learnt to slow down myself and look around.. Anyways, today is my grandma birthday and we had just celebrated. Ice cream Durian cake tastes great ! Oh and.., yesterday i had just went to my best friend grandma wake..

Life are alway goes and comes, while during the process, treasure and cherish it. Till then, I'll like to thank my friends for helping me to find myself back. And I'm glad and contention. Compared to other my life isn't that bad, there are more whom worse and yet they are still live well. (:

loves friday

2010-04-23T20:49:00.007+08:00

Finally, one week of school have been past. Schooling is tough. Although i know the theory that schooling is a better choice than working but its seem to have alot more to do. Projects, and many assignment have been distributed. And now finally, i have done for one of my group assignment. I've been dragged for the lost of sleep, staying back these day, just to afraid of being a burden to my members. You know, they are great as in order to get into my course you have to get 18 or less credit. And base on what i know they get the grade of 9 to 14.. credit. me? nothing. Sad sia! Haha !
School work have a few more to go..
Polytechnic studies was hard, only for me. There is a module simplest one that's related to physic where you have to calculate voltage, current, etc. small kid uh? But I'm suck at it for all my secondary subject, i really am. That's where I'm ended up in ITE however proceeded. It have been 2 year since i have touched my calculator and therefore my calculator is not in used. Thus, i have bought a new one and for my lost of memory i did not know how to use it. Lecturer have been distributed worksheet to us. It is all about calculation, my brain and understanding proceed slow. So it's hard for me and its took me a long time to finish. I'm glad that my classmate is willing to help me. After, everyone have done and other classes had left. Left myself who is still doing.. More than half of my classmate have been waiting for me, my friend beside me is patiently teaching me. I could sensed my sense of guilt and tense. I did not bother to understand it or so, on that point i was telling myself to hurry up and people is waiting ''for you'' therefore with no understanding i did everything that my friend had told.
That day told myself that i had learnt my lesson for not studying well in the past and was regretted and now i'm suffering i serve myself right. Although it not late but it will be tough and competitive, i might not be able to succeed .. idk
Is that we call life? Signing off

2010-04-19T18:21:00.007+08:00

here's my first day of school.
Basically i was having a hard time in the night and ya i did not sleep well.
So it wasn't help much in my mood. I was sick for a few days and till now i still am.
School sick i guess? "What a coward''
I went half an hour early to school just to have enough time to search for my class.
No doubt i was lost and texts' eva and she leaded m
In the lecture theatre room there was 120 of use.
So yes i was all by myself..
Till then i have an hour for lunch so i met eva.
All the canteen was filled with people and by the time we have ordered i've left half an hour
However my food would be arrived in half an hour later so no choice with hunger we waited but they delayed for another 20 more min and then another more 15 min
Forget it i skipped my lunch and late for 30 min. ( the only one that late ' as usual ' -.- )
Finally... things better. ( just for awhile)
Every classes occupied 20 of student and in my class there were only 2 guy..
Lesson started and i cant catch up. I know it was my problems..
After all i can feel the competitors surrounds and sense the pressure and stress ahead..
i just love school - Antonyms-ly! HA !

2010-04-13T22:17:00.012+08:00

Sometimes i think that guys have their strong motives to whom they're interested. And it makes me sick .. All the times.. Because they'll always ask for more.. From you...

Is every guys the same..? i'll say it is and the different would be a lower or higher percentage. Having Motives to the girls they admires...? Tiny little things might caused and my guy readers would deny.

Sometimes you just have to ask a permission for certain things? And its really mean alot.
I'm not just referring to guys but girls too.
In the other way, have you felt sorry to fall for someone without his/her permission? ' i know its sound weird' but i thought that would be a better way to show your concern and respect? And of course to respect their decision. Furthermore, for every decision you made 'for them' have you ever ask whether this is what they want?

I'm not sure if you understand ? It might be a little contradictory here. may be its because of my poor of English caused. And i'm sorry if i do.

But, for all i think 'most' of the guys would never be contented.
And trust me it is the truth. Because i experienced.
i'm sorry if i'm rude..

I'm here trying hard to forget about my principle and give in to things that i do not want to or hated to do... and yet you took it for granted and wanted more.. Have you ever think how much i would hurt?

One after another i just have my phobia..

2010-04-13T13:51:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i just wondered why do i have so much of excuses, in the things i wanted to do or wished to complete and yet to waive off one after another. Just like a routine.

2010-04-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

oh dear! My brother, i heard from mom that you have been sick for days? how was it ?? i hope you are fine, im sorry for not keeping in contact. How's everything so far? how's your school? And.. ? No matter what i just hope everything would be fine and live well.
And hopefully we would able to see each other again as soon as.. or in 2 yrs times when you graduated.

PS : Missing you

My life

2010-03-26T12:08:00.000+08:00

It have been a long time since I've last blogged. i have been so busy. And today was a wonderful day. i was in a good mood since the morning. Everything seems to move on so smoothly and good things seems to fall upon me. Well, not saying good thing however i really like that feeling. it seems like the angels is working on today haha ! what a thoughts. -.-
I'm currently feeling so relaxing with my jazz song , a glass of coffee liquor, air conditioner and a orange light lamp on my side. Heavenly.
School starts on the 12 April and I'll be quiting my job on the 9 April. hopefully everything will move on smoothly just like today but its impossible. haha. i guess i have to go. yawns ! goodnight. Love all !

2010-02-20T00:01:00.008+08:00

Sometimes what i want was just a family support/encouragement..

However.. By carrying this tiny desire was just so negatively..

As my family there are great to be my stepping stones. But they had never give me any chances and to support my decision but to bring on my depressant. This was just so bad that i felt regretted to be born. i'm not being pessimist, emotional or whatever shit. I'm just feeling worse that ever since they had once supported my decisions. They are my family thus they've mean so much to me and you will never know how much they can make a great extends to me. However, now and then this made me feels, ''like a loser'' ; I had never started on a battle but i had already lose it. Can someone stands on my shoe and understands me? I'm just so depressed that my little desire had been dead and buried. It doesn't matter of the ending its the process that counts. Even if i lose the battle it does not matter at least i know i have tried and i will never regret it.

But, now that left was just hopeless...

2010-02-05T21:20:00.004+08:00

This coming Monday will be the registration for poly April intake students. However, i have not decided which courses to choose/take..

This days I've been working in a company as an technical executive. And i love as where i am. it just a routine..

Everyday i will be waking up before the sun shines and prepared for work. Although the train is always packed but i have storybooks and songs to stay apart. & This time I've got a book from Aisyah. she's one of my ite friend, good in English, a books lover i guess and she loves Korean drama like i do. (: Well i would like to say it a nice book. I've finally put a little interests in English book. Thanks Aisyah.

As time passes, I have reached for my stop and waited for shuttle bus to my workplace.
I like the way where by you line up for buses and although there were more than 6 lifts but it's always packed. The lift would stop almost at every stop. The highest level is 27th storey and mine level is 23th storey. And i like the process..

In the other hand , it just like You have only seen all these scene either on the TV/novels. However, now i have experienced it and felt it new and fresh.

You might felt it insane but its meant something to me..

My working circumstance were free and uncontrollable but not to the extend.. My colleagues were fine and good. & kind to me too.

However, every single work you given you have to responsible for it as in you do your best to give the best and to show the best. It is not a pressure thingy but just simply wanted to do it for no reason. And after all what you have did, it worth's. And till then this is what i want to do and what i like it for the time being.

2010-01-29T07:08:00.002+08:00

currently, in the bus from work place.. i've awake earlier and didn't notice the time thus i leave my house earlier.. Now i have to go home and get 'the shop key' :P HAHA. What eh morning exercise. :x
i guess i won't be able to blog regularly..
will be working throughout

2010-01-17T14:41:00.002+08:00

I have too many things to say however when comes to here i'm just speechless.
There are many things happened... Oh and i got my sony ericsson x2.
Iguess i have to stop here.
bye. Shall blog soon.

2010-01-11T23:52:00.003+08:00

Celebration on my nephew 1mth birthday yesterday @ novena old hong kong restaurant. Look! He is so cute** . haha! Now he is currently staying at my house. & I'm like my grandma helping hands by feeding him milk , patted him to sleep,etc .. and now he is just beside me! & i am just doing what I have just said by feeding him & patting him to bed. haha! Damn ! He is shitting ! Oh my ! That why didn't want to sleep. So smelly ! AH! Better wake my grandma up ! GTG ! BYE ! :D

You will never be forgotten

2010-01-07T22:37:00.005+08:00

Things are beyond our extend..

your leaving was too happening..

i don't believe and i cant accept the fact, to lose a friend like you..

(i wish i could go.. But situation doesn't allow. i hope you understand, im very sorry.)

You may be disappear in our life but your soul will always surrounded with us..

That's what i believe you that are always close to us.

PS : To a friend that always called me good friend,

Rest in peace, love you my dear friend.

:)))

2010-01-06T23:45:00.005+08:00

First practical lesson today,
So fun ! hahas !
my instructor praised me and says that i'm fast learner and can control well; stable, etc ..hahah ! COOL freak! HAHA
He keep asking if i've self learn before. -.-" haha !
u know lah my ego boosting ! LOL !!
SO happy !
i'm a0ctually very scare ! & tense lahh! :p
Yeah !
have to sleep now !
Tml prac @ 8.15 Zzz !
GOODNIGHT !

2010-01-03T20:01:00.003+08:00

Not much update.

my life are just working

work today, tml , the day after so on..

Miss You ! :D

2010-01-01T02:05:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year for all

All the best

Ah! I miss my brother !

Have been staying the whole day at home.

unbelievable ? haha!

shall not go further

Bye !

Dont ask me any question

2009-12-25T15:21:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas !

Home at 6am.

ytd after work when to friend hes, toast.

Off at 1.30am+ , headed to meet another friends.

Drinks and games.

Got the chance to drive a little (new experienced)

Home. lucky mom was still asleep and brother was not home yet.

when i woke up mom still didn't say anything. Phew~

Is tt means tt i had broke the 12am Cinderella rule?

(mom always want me to be home at 12)

No comments. Yawns.

WORKING LATER . SIAN !

Boring day

2009-12-24T02:53:00.004+08:00

meet elise at bugis. shop and dining. headed to orchard. damn crowded. missed avatar again. slacked. meet teng ping bro at sem mrt station and pass to him his 'belated' birthday present haha. (kind of delaying) :x Surprisingly. he gave me a present too. Its a compliment for my outstanding result ! HAHA!! He is the first person who gave me present man! HAHA so happy !

PS : Thanks for the present brother. Appreciated ! <3

haha! and now, am currently tapping my baby cousin to slp.

but he had opened his eyes so widely. -.-

Next feed him a bottle of milk. (second time within 2 hrs ) =.=

Yawns, cannot tahan already.

i need to slp first!

working later.

Bye!

2009-12-23T13:32:00.002+08:00

Omg ! I score 4 point for my Gpa. Haha!

I was doubting and i checked again. LOL !

I want presents ! presentsss ~~~

HAHA !

..

2009-12-23T02:32:00.003+08:00

Follow by meeting family..

Another fun day had past ..

..

Ps : My love to all will never fade.

2009-12-22T08:50:00.003+08:00

Good morning everyone .Today was the chinese celebration of 'Dong Zhi' or Winter Solstice festival. Surprisingly, i had woke up so early to make 'Tang Yuan.(the above pic shown) ''Tang Yuan are consumed as a symbol of family unity and harmony. It is also means the time for family reunions.

um.. Yummy. haha!

Alright, Had to go town council and sp to help my mom pay bills.

Goodbye !

2009-12-21T18:53:00.013+08:00

2009-12-21T02:11:00.002+08:00

Meet up Bro and his Nepali friends.

Dining @ Seoul garden.

Jokers and laughter's.

Ever since i had go out with so many guys ?

Bro says avatar was freaking nice.

( Did not join them for movie )

Aw. curfew. Tsktsk.

SOON ! Don't worry ! AVATAR wait for me!! -.- insane.

Yawns.

i tout it would be an awkward outing.

After all, it turns out fine.

phew, lucky. Was worrying. :D

haha. goodnight.

:D

2009-12-20T03:37:00.004+08:00

Nice?

After classes headed down to suntec city, book fair.

working in the evening however asked my cousin to replace me

Thus spent half of my day at book fair

Reading and Choosing books.

With my budget i bought 5 books.

After dinner went to IT fair and got a 500GB hard drive.( the above pic shown)

home. eat, supper again . Phew~

Bro bth celebration uploaded

2009-12-20T00:54:00.024+08:00

Fish & Co

Paulaner Munchen pub

True or dare (:

Hugs*

Lovely mom & dad

Cheers !

Heading to suntec 4 supper

Supper @ mac

♥

2009-12-16T02:00:00.004+08:00

wanna buy 4D ? haha!

acc-ing my grandmom

SLEEPY !

Firstly i had to congrate to my uncle's and his wife's for the new born baby. it is a boy. i have been waiting for 4hrs slacking at thomson hospital . yawning~ home at 5 plus. ate. slp at 6am.

5 hrs later... schedule on.

Tick! Celebrating brother birthday.

meeting jess earlier to buy cake and leave it at fish & co. Its a surprise for brother but don't know whether he was surprised? hahas ! while waiting for mr paul i got a dress from topshop. & had changed it right away, just like my style.

Headed down to fish & co for lunch. chat & slack. Went down to suntec city, book fair.

Actually we had intend to catch a movie however we had spent too much time but to cancel it and carry on on our plan.

Pause at PAULANER MUNCHEN pub. dad drinking beer the rest red wine. true or dare. laughters. off at 9 to 10 eating supper kum dinner at mac. home. night.

2009-12-14T20:22:00.016+08:00

Another busy day.
late for interview, cabbed.
rushed down to causeway to meet mom, bro & grandma.
Bro came down to fetched me and i had accompanied him to smoke.
While waiting for him, he told me he had bought me a Casio gold watch.
& a exchange watch for himself. The Armani exchange watch was nice and mine was not bad.
i told him he shouldn't buy me a watch in fact a LV wallet is better.
guess what ? He answered, 'okay'. 0.0
he asked me to choose myself and tell him. Woot.
How nice ? If i were to have a bf like him. haha ! i just mean in future.
Headed to meet mom and grandma. Treated them movie ; the storm warrior, drinks and etc.
The movie was not recommended.
Home.
GTG ! v Busy ! HA.

2009-12-11T01:28:00.003+08:00

Just came back from work.
kind of clumsy, i broke a plastic glass.
like always. -.-
Oh, & i got a tips from my customer today.
This was like the first time i guess? HA
He had given me 20 buck by hand and told me not to tell my manager.
But guess what ?! . I told my manager right in a second. LOL ! ( Betrayer)
Maybe he is just generous or feeling guilty for being so troublesome? Idk.
But $20 for a tips is quite a lot to me. =D
Before leaving his friend asked me for my contact number.
Am doubting, why would a guy being so stable, calm and polite.. i just mean gentle when asking a girl number.
because i always see tense, anxious, excited, etc.. in others expression.
Anw. He looks good, doesn't seems bad. So i gave it to him . Ah! HA . just kidding i only leave my email to him although he asked another time and with that seductive voice or look but i don't give a damn . HA ! Most people will know that is my principle. lalas ~
Happened to ask .. & my boss said that he's a Mongolian. and tt tips guy he's from Indonesia. Idk.

when comes to work people always ask for my name, my number etc.
i wonder why. Yawns. ijusthateworking.

2009-12-10T00:04:00.005+08:00

Enter starbucks while waiting for my cousin( 2hrs +++).

Luckly i had my bro ipod to stay apart if not i might be running crazy.
Movie at cine [ New moon ] ♥ Dining, shop ( looking for brother bth present ) & Home.

my pics start from Night to Day

2009-12-08T18:45:00.021+08:00

♥

family day

2009-12-08T01:03:00.007+08:00

Ytd back from worked unable to sleep again. Thus i tried listening to song however it just can't work. So i went into my mom room to disturb her ( she was using my laptop watching drama) and i asked her to massage me. i'm actually quite surprised that she really do while watching her "drama" ..

After she had finished her drama she on e air-con for me but i rejected after all she had confessed to me that for her own sake she just wanted to keep herself cool. -.-
And i asked her to carry on, on her massages and she really do. Dang ! Another surprised. haha. Chat a little. initially fall asleep . Thats why i'am late for today meeting.

Reached home about 12am . Today family was to look for jobs interview

However, we went for movie and etc.

This was the movie we watched. I shall say it not bad.

PS : People who is interested do give it a try u may like it after all .

Photo snap. walking all the way to bugis from the cathay for dining.

Home .

2009-12-05T20:32:00.007+08:00

Yawns, well due to unwell night, this morning i got to rush down for lesson .

After that headed to chinatown point to do some stuff and slacked at delifrance eating puffs while watching ipod movie..

Feel like eating the puff again.. yummy... ops ! hahas. :x

Below there is a short video that i like, here am sharing to you all.

Hope you guys like it, enjoy.

sleepy

2009-12-05T00:51:00.011+08:00

Back from work .

Exhausted.

I felt so suffering when working .

Tsk.

Bathing while yawning. -o-

Sigh

History sickness i coming back?

Yawns !

Stay.

2009-12-04T14:53:00.003+08:00

Nice and cool weather.

I love rainy day .

Just helped my grandma dyed hair .

Heading to work later .

Yawns .

♥

2009-12-03T01:00:00.007+08:00

Another fun day had past.

Fly kites @ marina barrage .
( DIY kites ) cool ?

Snaps, snaps, snaps .

Loading soon.. :D

Lost my jacket tt i ever wear it once.

Saw ah girl ( cousin ) at cine, pastamania.

And. Guess what !

She treated me dinner. HA !

Surprisingly i didn't spend a single cent.

Opps? Is it Good or Bad thing ?

Hees .

Relaxing.

2009-12-02T12:28:00.011+08:00

Exchanged mp4 with sagar bro.

& he had happened to tell me that his aunt's baby dropped my mp4 and the screen was cracked.
Although there's a little of unbearable but !

it doesn't matter. Maybe, it's time to change a new one. Hurray ! Hees. :DDD

Anyway i think that his i pod was cool may consider getting one.
But i want to get those with a bigger sceen. Better huh ?

Hm.. What about ipod touch ? :DDDD

Ytd i've been spending my day watching movie and listening to the songs.
How nice if everyday i can slack like this ..

Hot Sun..

2009-11-27T13:48:00.006+08:00

The last thing i ever done in school was to climb the roof top of my school.

& Well, Ytd last day of school, i did it.

So fun and excited. Thanks to P.

This let myself understand of something..

There was always rough and smooth but we always need the spirit of courageous.
To complete a task we need one another help.
We hold on each other tight and at last we got a success.

No matter where i go, no mather we did contact, this best memory and meaningful task we shares will held with me forever..

<3

2009-11-21T19:24:00.006+08:00

People say, if You thinking of someone that mean

the person are missing you..

Then, why are you missing me all the time ?

2009-11-12T22:28:00.005+08:00

Somehow, i'm contented and appreciated towards my life.

Tomorrow is always a brand new day for me and i'm looking forward to it.

No why, not because of anyone but purely and simply.

hees

♥

i'm sorry, i just can't help it..

2009-10-26T22:33:00.003+08:00

It seems that I'm having insomnia.
This morning my friend said that my dark circle was horrible and wanted me to rest more,instead of working..
& i did turn in early but failed
After hours of lying on bed i finally surrendered.
& here I'm blogging..
i was awake looking for sleeping pills but don manage so i tout of finding those drowsiness medicine..
& Instead of 1 i took 2 tablets but it doesn't seems to work well for me either.
i didn't know why but my heart bumped at a high rate and my head was aching.
& feel to puke ..
What the hell was happening to my body system... ?
i can't get sick man, there were many this to be done....
i guess i just need some sleep
Tomorrow i shall visit my doctor and get some sleeping pills.

2009-10-25T22:27:00.003+08:00

Dining with family @ united square, international buffet style.

The food there was not bad. FULL.
Saw YUN working there, chat a little while heading for dining. MISS YOU (((((:

PS: Thanks for going, em appreciated. Love you.

Faint* Faint * Faint ~ *

2009-10-21T21:13:00.004+08:00

Oh man! i saw a hunk today la! 花痴-ing *.*
You can imagine someone like me usually don't command.. handsome*
And then i said he is good looking. !
No , i should say he looks pretty la .
Especially his side view you dare not to look at him twice man !
But he is just 'boy' wheres he is wearing Catholic High School uniform. -.- Sadded ! HA !
Smart and pretty guy *.* *.* *.*
Hahhaha !!

bad day

2009-10-19T01:03:00.002+08:00

Sunday.

mum off so asked her to bring me out to find cupborad for my preicious novels

well, as everyone knows i'm picky so don't manage to get one

home, working..

back early from work so decided to do some baking

hmmm.. trying out butter biscult. hees

result w.as bad

i tried 4 times but still unsuccess , without weighting it hard to get the right amount.

schooling at 8am .

signing off~

2009-10-17T00:34:00.004+08:00

Am so hungry noww !!

Today

Late for school again haha! its 2 and a half hours late ! ((:

after school meet cousin at tamp then meet her mum & aunt at ikea

Home. when her house help her dye hair, dental appointment. working.

My boss asked me to go to their pub but ! miss good girl rejected him !

haha ! just for the sick of someone ~~ hahaha !

GOODNIGHT ~!

han birthday pic!

2009-10-14T20:22:00.014+08:00

Miss all

noisy

2009-10-14T10:25:00.006+08:00

Finally i had reached my school and had late for 2 hrs.
After working i was asleep at 2am in the morning. Tired *

I'm suprised that my lectural didn't scold me instead her asked what was happening to me?

What was the problems that made me changed that i'm so regular in attending class but things doesn't turn out well likewise.

Hmm.. i'm speechless. haha ! Thus just listened.. her nag.

While i was away she asked the class if they know the reason being.

Some student was saying i'm working and those kido add on saying that i need money so i worked at changi .

heck ?

just in time when i'm back.

With the stupidity, my lectural asked how truth.

-..-

no comments.

didn't bother to reply her. carry on my stuff .

Yay! No working today but tml ):

A Single Word, Tired

2009-10-12T17:36:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,

Worked, back about 12am

slept at 2 or 3am can't recall ( mind doesn't work)

schooling, wake up at 6am

caught the heavy rain in the evening

working later.

I'm running crazy beacuse of you

2009-10-11T01:04:00.009+08:00

I miss you, baby.

2009-10-10T01:38:00.004+08:00

2009-10-10T01:03:00.003+08:00

Yeppppppppp ! I got my zara shoes instead i bought 2 shoes and a heels today that cost me about 200 dollar plus plenty of accessories , clothes and stuff that burst my wallet about a hundred.. Hahaha ! I'm running crazy ~ spending 800 dollar in 3 days ! Look like i'm starving for money now ! hahah !

Night.

Dining, celebrate han's birthday !

FUN .

Bye !

2009-10-09T00:12:00.003+08:00

Hm um . I'm back to normal . Ytd went shopping with tham yun today with eva ! Damn shiok lahh ! Not even my 2 best friend but best shopping partner man ! HAHA ! Long time nv see them especially yun ! haha ! OH , best part ! annddddd we spend like hell ! shiokssss ! Today saw one heels damn nice lah and comfort ever it about 4cm high heel ! hahahah ! At Zara shop really loveee it but the price more nice lah it 159 buck .Sian half -..- . unbearable to buy for now. hmm.. there was also another want but simple and common and its about 60buck i think it quite cheap but eva said not worth it cuz it look common so not getting. But guess what ? my mum allowed me to buy but got condition ! All purchase are to paid by myself =.= Yah, so that was what her condition lah. Speechless ! 2 day shopping get less then 5 things i spend like 500 buck . Cool man ! How about carry on tml ? Heart broke ! ZZ hahaha ! Guess how mad when i'm shopping. :))) It non-shop. getting THAT zara shoes tomorrowww!

Sign off ~

hangover

2009-10-03T07:45:00.001+08:00

Yesterday celebrating elise birthday at sakae sushi. After that when to my workplace for pool and drink.

Hmm.. drink quite alot and i'm drank . Doesn't know what the hell was happening while walking home i lost my balance and fall which left a scar at my knee :( Didn't know how i managed to walk home anyway but i just know that i keep vomiting like nobody business, ju my cousin was like cleaning the whole mess taking care of me . Well got to thank her. :)
Awake at around 5.30am boiling hot water to drink and back to sleep. At around 6am vomiting again. And won't be able to sleep.. headache. uncomfortable. feel like vomiting. aching everywhere. Till now i'm super hungry but not dare to eat and i'm tired, damn headache
liqour almost everyday.

Not in words

2009-10-01T16:03:00.004+08:00

I had never get a things that i wanted .. to have.. Why?

Can i screw everything up ?

And leave ?

2009-09-29T03:21:00.000+08:00

since i can't sleep . here i am

how shall i start ?

...Well, ..

the weather now was indescribable.

In the slient night, that brings on a little of sprinkling atmosphere

and a blent combination of deep blue and red..

how nice if there were a red wine be my part ?

Hahas..

My birthday celebration

2009-09-28T01:45:00.003+08:00

For my celebration nth much relative are invited to my house for dining after tt when out with elise, wee the gary (the bth boy too). movie. pooling and home at 4am sleep at wee house. next day slack,out at 10pm home at 2.30am. mom was home alone. and today gg for work in a min. that all for these days! goodbye!

2009-09-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

纳闷。纳闷。纳闷。

过两天就是我的生日了！怎么我却没有期待生日来临的那种种欢乐和欢喜啊～

真是纳闷-ing ！哈哈哈！不管啦！明天就是我同事的生日了，要买什么给她呢?

她好像说要一本小说呢。。就买这个给她好了。我想想。。那我明天不是要一早起升飞快地买然后在没有迟到的情况下飞快地去上班。。　啊！不是吧！那我还是快去睡觉好了！不聊啦！再见！！

one of the kind

2009-09-22T00:11:00.004+08:00

I says it alright doesn't mean i don't need a sorry.

You freak me off when i heard you said, "I knew it !".

Your wide smile really makes me hate you.

You knew i'll forgive you and you take me for granted, ( actually not even forgive because you don't even appologise)

My kind was cheated by your innocent but hold. It doesn't stay long it turns within a second after i answered you.

Everything seems to be so easy to you, anything you wanted or anything you said, will always there..

Because no matter what, u will get what you wanted.

Even to kill someone and earns your self-esteem, you will really do.

Your palpitations was so strong that your action, your speaks harm others

This made me so much regretted that the thing i lend to you, you make it out of it and screw everything up.

You broke my trust.

You leave a scar on the things that i cherished, my precious wheres worth a value to me.

And my stupidly paid out.

i was conscious by now and then, it really make me upset

I can be very patient to you comes to many things but this is really out of my circumference and i abhor you.

Every thing that you did to me disgust me, your touch your speak make me nausea..

I hope you stay away from me.

没有了往日

2009-09-20T23:43:00.001+08:00

有时候我真希望自己是活在无人所在的地方，没有所为的鬼魂，神灵,，魔鬼，或天使．

哪怕只有我一个人也能过得很幸福，自在．

很多次我真想把自己锁在房间里，那儿都不去甚至是学校或跟任和人说话都不想．

平静的，没有吵闹声的，一个人．．．

叹气．叹气．叹气．

我讨厌眼前的现实生活也讨厌懦弱的自己，既使受伤也会把它隐藏不随意对外人发怒．

也因为这样笑容也渐渐不在像往日一样的真实，自我了．

2009-09-19T23:39:00.004+08:00

I still thinking of the absurdity thing that u did to me.

And i blame myself for being so coward.

Not to care, revenge or revolt.

And u know what?

You are such a annoyance and a rude person.

Just fuck your arse off my life, asshole.

2009-09-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

Well..Skipping class today for work &

tml will be working too..

Exhuasted.

Turning off.

Night.

A Pleasant Day

2009-09-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

Yay ! dye hair today, well it'd chocolate colour. LOL

Thanks my primary school teacher who brought me to eat sakae sushi

"as an advance birthday celebration" hhee

Super FULLLLL

Lots of serving, today!

Hope to Keep In Contact!

Goodbye !